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Stunt.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n A quick painting I sloshed after work tonight. As the days dwindle down…<\/p>\n It’s finally my FINAL semester in pharmacy and although I’m trying my best to maintain attention for the program, I can’t help to be constantly tugged back towards art. Anyone else a stubborn perfectionist? I’m the type of psycho who MUST always finish what I start and having my attention scattered this way is driving me insane. I think I harbour an ‘all or nothing’ attitude and not being able to dedicate my entire time to art is killing me, whereas I feel similar remorse for not dedicating enough time to study.<\/p>\n So what will mend this feeling of being stunted by not being able to finish what I start? It seems I’ll have to be pulled back and forth until the beast [that is this degree] is tamed once and for all. Stunt. A quick painting I sloshed after work tonight. 2 hrs photoshop, no references used. As the days dwindle down… It’s finally my FINAL semester in pharmacy and although I’m trying my best to maintain attention for the program, I can’t help to be constantly tugged back towards art. I hate to admit that both...<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6055,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[64,6],"tags":[81,35,53,231,25,333],"class_list":["post-6053","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-illustration","category-uselessdaily","tag-freelancing","tag-outlook","tag-painting","tag-pharmacy","tag-progress","tag-stunt"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.najin.ca\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/08\/closeup.jpg?fit=500%2C375","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s3qg3D-stunt","jetpack_likes_enabled":false,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.najin.ca\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6053","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.najin.ca\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.najin.ca\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.najin.ca\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.najin.ca\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6053"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.najin.ca\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6053\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.najin.ca\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6055"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.najin.ca\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6053"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.najin.ca\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6053"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.najin.ca\/journal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6053"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\n2 hrs photoshop, no references used.<\/span><\/p>\n![\"\"](\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/najin.x10.mx\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/08\/closeup.jpg?resize=500%2C375\" "\\"closeup\\"")
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\nI hate to admit that both areas of my life are facing the consequences. If I splurge and paint for a few hours, the guilt for sacrificing study time kicks in and my attention is helplessly divided yet again.<\/p>\n
\n…can anyone get me a body double?
\n: (<\/p>\n
\nHow suffocating.
\nHow stunting.
\nHow uttlerly exhausting!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"